First of all, I'm happy to report that our singing at Spring Lake Baptist Church went well. Normally they do, but even when they don't people tend to be forgiving. Why, then, do I make myself a nervous wreck during the time leading up to these singing events? Even the monthly Saturday Singings at my own church, make me cringe.
Yesturday, after our morning service, a nervous habit of mine was brought to my attention, by my wonderful husband. Our church had used that Sunday morning to run though some of the songs we had planned for later that evening. I don't have much confidence in my ability to sing anymore. Last year, during the winter months, I had lost my voice during a bout of flu. Fortunately, my voice has returned, but unfortunately, my ability to control it has diminished. When a note gets away from me, I have a tendancy to make a face. This isn't a big deal at our church, because I can hide behind the mic, but the sound system is completely different at Spring Lake. Instead of indivisual mics, they have a single mic attached to the rostrum. This mic is designed to pick up the sound from all around.
During the drive home from our morning service, I told Dave that I need to really watch myself that night. Since I don't have my own mic to hide behind, I'll have to really pay attention, and not make a face when I hit a bad note. Dave answered me with, "...or wring your hands."
Apparantly, I get so nervous when I sing that I wring my hands. Thanks Hun, for pointing that out...